But Romeo Didn't Break Juliet's Heart...

We were like Romeo and Juliet.
I thought we'd do anything for each other.
But Romeo didn't break Juliet's heart.                             

I got this quote from somewhere. The words that I typed in the search engine was "Love and hurt quotes".

Gosh... Am I THAT heartbroken? 

Well, I put it in a box... remember?  :p

TO date... Me and W have been together for 9 months. Frankly, I actually thought that I'm getting serious.

Now, while writing this post, I'm waiting for his message with Tamil news in the background.

He took his siesta at 2.48pm and woke up at 5.30pm and SMS me 

but of course I'm still on my bed having my mandatory beauty sleep...{huhu~ beauty ke..?} 

Then, I woke up at 6.51pm and SMS him right away but he hasn't reply me yet. 

Pheww.. I'm starting to get curious why it took him so long to SMS me. 

Is he doing something else? Is he ok? 

The worst thing that came into my mind, "Is he holding other lady right this sec?"

Hmm... I felt like writing this because I felt uneasy.

I don't wanna be on something that will break my heart eventually.

In terms of relationship, I am so not expressive like I am now.

I think, I never wonder or care how long the guys before him took their naps 

or hang out with their friends. 

Or at least I trusted someone so much that I went for all-positive-thinking things.

So, WHY now? that I have to care? what he's doing, why he isn't replying my SMS...

Is loving really this hard?

In good and in bad, for better of for worst, I wanna grow old with someone I love.

DAY 12 - My Love, My Current Relationship

FOR the record, I've been in relationships since i'm in Form 4...that is.... 16 years old... Tidak cukup bijak untuk skip 1 tahun tem Penilaian Tahap Satu dolu-dolu... Huhu~

Well, back to early relationships or famously known as cinta monyet, it is what we call as normal phase in life...
Girl likes boys... Boy likes girl... They write letters... love notes... Sneak out in the night... flowers, chocolate.. u name it... :) I don't wanna comment a lot about that... Because I've went through a lot with guys that I used to love(or like) and everything seems rite back then... :D

They say, EXPERIENCE IS THE BEST TEACHER
I've learnt a lot since then and still learning :)

Being in series of broken relationships especially one that really scarred my heart, The Scar, I've taught myself not to make someone my other half for if I lose the other half, I won't be the same again...

The Scar loves this song and actually dedicated it once 

to me on a radio and said that it's just a song that he likes 

and that he loved me...when we're still together of course.

"I don't love you like I did yesterday" --> ouch..

So... I tend to be friendly with guys but I keep them close as friends.

I used to think that I really know what love is...

But NOW.. I really don't know what it is..

My boyfie(cehh... stail remaja-remaja :D) is... by right, the most serious one who doesn't find any reason to hurt or play with my feelings. He went thru a lot in his life, so the last thing I wanna do is hurting him.